My Complex Feelings Lurk In Darkness

----------- <3 COME WHAT MAY <3 -----------

It’s about realising what you had when it’s gone. <3

Lost.

Lost. Completely lost. Just waiting on a signal that everything will be okay.

That one film you can’t watch because it reminds you of something thats lost:

Moulin Rouge.

Lost.

There once was a time where I knew exactly what I wanted. I was happy. 

Now I lead a life where I don’t recognise myself anymore. The girl 3 years ago would have never dealt or put up with the things I deal with now.

My clarity is lost…

I cannot lose you, because if I ever did I’d have lost my best friend, my soul mate, my smile, my laugh, my everything.

It makes sense >.<