I think most people that actually know me know that I have been suffering it since November.
I’m at breaking point.
I’m not contemplating suicide or dwelling into a habit of narcotics.
I’m just so alone. I keep trying to reach out to people and I either just a slap in the face or get ignored. The advice would be is to get new friends; but when you’re in a different country, jobless, Uni events are done till September- I’m finding it difficult to branch out. I don’t know where to start.
I need help.
I was on facebook looking at my online friends and I thought “I really wish some of you would talk to me.”
I want them to start making the first move every now and then, not just me.
I’m turning 21 on Wednesday and I don’t know what to do. All my friends have bailed and I’m going to be pretty alone. I was wondering - what should I do to celebrate it?
It’s a pretty big deal and I want to make it memorable.
(note* I’m sadly on a tight budget)
Any ideas would be great!
I have all these “friends.” Yet - I have to be the first one to contact them. Almost never is it the other way around. Even then it’s a short conversation that leads to broken promises.
Let’s use a Skype example:
"How about tomorrow?"
"Can’t anymore something came up" / "I forgot"
This happens so often, that I feel completely and utterly lonely.
People always assume I’m always happy and that I don’t have problems. (Even though they know I live a hard life but yet it seems that they just don’t care.)
Truth is, I don’t really have any friends. (Of course I do have one reliable person - he knows who he is) I’m alone and I struggle each day with emotional stress I have no one to share it with. It buries itself deep down and now, I’m waiting to explode.
Hour 4: Describe your best friends.
Each one of my best friends have a different trait that I admire.
Kindness, honesty, fun, understanding and always someone I can lean on. They know who they are - all I want to say to them is - Thank you for everything.
Hour 1: 20 things you can’t live without.
(no particular order)
wise words ^_^